Translate letter to spanish please?

dear my miguel, i don't understand all that has happened within the past week. All those things you said to me that im not sure if you said all those things to hurt me or were they all true. im confused about how i am feeling, i am mad at you sometimes and sometimes i just miss you so very much. i am here at hermitage, i clean the house everyday and take care of clay and visit my daughter. I am fine, except i know that you and i belong together. we were just both to jealous of each other. i am dreaming to think that we can make it after all that has happened. but its ok if i dreaming. i just love you so much. i sure you mad at me sometimes for all this. and i mad at you to someitmes. i wish we could forgive each other and who knows maybe we see each other again, i never stop loving you. forever ok. love, martha (please forgive me.)