Is my bf using me for ?

Samantha have you ever considered treating your body as the temple of the Holy Spirit.You are not a object but should be a vessel of Honor. b4 marriage lowers one's dignity,what u need to do is to relinquish this guy completely.Stop counting the ' he does ....' what u need now is peace of mind n sense of honor.Forgive yourself and let go..Come to Christ n He will crucify your flesh n hereafter you shall be cured of this thirst.Read Galatians 5:22.You will always feel awful after for this is not your Maker's will 4u,what u need now is a permanent cure for this thirst.Do not be deceived again to visit this guy again.For you will remain bound unless you purpose to let go.This is harming u n Satan wants u to remain pinned down so that u can't feel good about yourself.Relinquish this guy n seek Christ for he is the only permanent answer .The Samaritan woman had five men under her sleeve and until when she took Jesus was she healed of all her thirst.Whose child are you,if u belong to God you function in holiness in fact sin will not have dominion over u.Take this bold step say "Christ I repent of all sins,I know I have not been pleasing you but today I am changing.Make me a vessel of honor to please you from now henceforth.Write my name in the book of life n guide me with love,am happy for accepting me as your child." Now read Psalms 23 n Let peace of God lead you always.